Dave,
How can I thank you for everything
you do for me! You are a very special
person in my life and I don’t think you know how special. There are a lot of times when you think I
might not understand you, but I want you to know that I do understand.
I know that you have a lot on your
mind about the future. I want you to
know that I probably think about the future just as much or even a little more
than maybe you do. I think I have a
feeling of what you want to talk to me about in a few months. I’ll be ready.
The past year has been the best year
in my whole life and that is because you were a part of it. Never have I been as happy about life and
doing things with you as over this year.
You have helped me so much to grow
in the gospel and gain such a strong testimony.
I treasure this very much.
I am glad you are going on a
mission. This really means a lot to
me. I want you to be a good, happy, and
successful missionary and not have to keep your mind on things that are not of
missionary work. I want you to know that
I want to write and keep in touch with you the whole time you are
away. I promise you that I will
definitely be here when you come back home.
There is no way in the world I plan to get married before I am nineteen
and I will just barely be turning nineteen when you come back. I just don’t
want you to have to worry about me. (I know it is easier said than done.)
I will still be looking forward,
very much, to do things with you after your mission (if you want to). You are something special in my life that I
can’t let go of. Please stay a part of
it.
I know I could change if you want
things that way. It would be hard but I
could do it. (I pray things won’t change your mind.)
I’ve had that special feeling for
two days in a row now and I don’t want it to leave. We have been able to get close to each other
through our experiences together. I hope
we have a lot more experiences ahead of us.
I just can’t tell you or show you
enough how much you meant to me. Never
have I looked up to a young man who keeps his standard and ideals high like you
do.
You are definitely one of a kind! I want you to know that I care for you very
much. I appreciate all you do for
me. I hope I can repay you some day.
Just always remember I’ll be there
to listen! Thanks for being you!
Love
Always,
Kathy